Day 8th of 2015

Aloha!
Today such a bad day for me...  :(
First I'm sleepy during morning class..  :( the lecture just play my feeling: ( he said it just an hour lecture But end up 3hours! T.T
Nvm..  T.T then have lunch with boy-friend nearby *which I forgot to took photo of it..  by the way it just a normal fried noodle and a sausage..
After that our most "excited " class - 3DMax !! Is not excited for the topic is excited for the lecture: ) big warm heart for him ❤
Hooray!!  Class ended early, which mean I need to hang out alone while waited for mom to fetch me...  So I decided to take a walk in sunway pyramid...  And Don't know Why and how my nose start to red...my sight start to blur...  And I can feel the tears is rolling in my eyes..  Shit!  Because I saw the pic of him that he hangout with he's Indian friend and have Japanese food yesterday...... And I felt like want to scream out loud and cry very hard while walking...  But as you can see, I'm in the fucking shopping mall!! so try very hard to kept my feeling and years back! this mean I still crazy in love with him But he choose to leave me...
Yesterday night I was dreaming about meet him again...  In this dream I had graduate and have a job near by his office and we still single ... In a very rare, drama way we accidentally saw each other at the lrt station........ And than I woke up =.=
Someone said "what you dream of it might not be true " ...... But I wish to be true......

So now, I'm carrying hope and fate and writing this out......

By the way I'm having a facial mask =.=
It so funny that once we're still friend he use to tease me and made me laugh *which I was not suppose to laugh while having a facial mask on me!
So funny   : ')

Goodnight folks!  See you guys tomorrow: )